Reality Check!


Saturday, June 25, 2005

A new day...

My alarm clock woke me up at around 6:30 am. As usual, I just turned it off. Then I woke up at exactly 8! geeze! It's still the same... Still having a hard time waking up and getting off from my comfy bed. But then... I noticed I woke up smiling! Golly geeze! Negative thoughts are trying to crowd my head again but then I feel like there's this "automatic thing" that's been sweeping off these thoughts... and now... I'M HAPPY.


I'm happy with or without the people that I uh... worry about. :)

I quickly got up from my bed do my "rituals"... had a cup of choco and went straight to my pc. I have so many things to accomplish today!

1. REsearch a psycho disease and it's medication. We're gonna have to make a chem problem out of this. It's a group thing, I know my 2 other groupmates will help me... but I just want to make sure that we accomplish something today. My sched's a rollercoaster so I dunno if I'm gonna meet them.
2.Rewrite notes on Experimental Psych. I've been quite disorganized for the past weeks. I always left my notebook.
3. Read Abnormal Psych. Yes, we're gonna have a quiz. I haven't read anything from that book. I was soooo out of this world. I hope I'll get a GOOD grade.
4. Human Resource Management. REad the whole Chap. 3. Quiz about the whole chapter next meeting! HELLUR!
5.Resume... the student council's asking for one.
6. Collect 1x1 pix and block pix. ... for the ASC
7. Distribute personal profile for the whole block.....for the ASC again.
8. Theo... reflection paper! As if I don't reflect everyday! HA! O well...
9. Photocopy Counseling handouts for the whole block.
10. Make a block directory (yes, because my pc got reformatted last summer so I lost their numbers and other details...). It's for the student council again. -sigh sigh-

I think I've printed stuff on more than 10 pcs. of bond this morning... and all's not yet done! Golly!

Updates:
-my friends are going to watch a movie... I won't be able to go. WHy? coz of these responsibilities... It's all good though/
-my x texted me another bitter... (super bitter!) quote. I texted her and asked her if she can forgive me. Well... guess what? she didn't reply. She's still mad. I hope she knows that I am sorry and I really mean it. Time will heal. ANyway, I'll still be there for her no matter what.
-FinallY! the beautiful stranger texted me- last night. She texted me when she got home. Unfortunately, I was able to read her message when I woke up this morning. THen she texted a quote. Then I replied... and she didn't reply again. O well. As usuaL! It's cool though because I'm really getting the hng of it! -rolls eyes- hahah! nah, seriously, it's COOL. ICE COLD.
-I finally got in touch with my old sis. I missed her! She's the one who gave me a big bouquet of white roses (my ultimate favorite!)for my 17th birthday .SO SWEET! I was waiting for the "prospects" to give me those roses... was waiting for a sign (yes agaiN!). But oh you know... they all suck! hahaha! I didn't receive not even a single stem from them. Turns out that they're not really "the one". Oh Imma stop with the "THE ONE" crap. sus! ...My friends has a blog here...Now, we can update each other often! hahaha!
- I'm online (as usual!) and I was able to talk to my friend/blockmate...

friend: hi cleo..gud morning...salamat sa notes dun sa email...
caeyo : ur welcome..
caeyo : mwah!
friend: hehehe...bc ka yata dian?!!!
friend : uiy, lage k ng mukhang seryoso ngaun
caeyo : hahah! mejo.. d ko kse maopen un pictures sa email ni ms. e..
caeyo : tlga?caeyo : as in?caeyo : lhen312003 : yupyupyup!!!!!!!!!!!! mukha kng maraming iniisip
caeyo : oo! korek ka jan! marami nga!
friend : me problema kb?!!! wag mo maxado dibdibin...mnsan effective ang smile-smile kht medyo maraming iniisip at mejo mbigat ang problema...
caeyo : hahaha!caeyo : thank u.. mwah!
caeyo : grabe, d ko akalain na mejo obvious pala?
caeyo : kse pinipilit ko nmng magjoke e..
caeyo : hahah! labO!
friend : hehehe...oo, kapansin-pansin nga...mejo nakakalungkot kse ikaw tingnan....kaya, smile ka rin minsan huh...hehehe..pero wag ka mapressure.....wag moko maxado pakinggan..wehehehehe
caeyo: hahah!
caeyo : dun worry.. later when i get to school.. todo SMILE ako.. hahah!
caeyo : pasensha na kyo if gnun un ine-emit kong vibes..
caeyo : i'll be ok now.. dami lang kse "confusion" and bull.. (oi!! BULL.. ms. diamante! hahahha!)friend : hehehe....wag nmn maxado..ung swak lng...okei lang.....wag k magpasensya dian...natural lang naman yan...at saka wag mo maxado icpin ung mga bagay at (TAO) na mejo di maganda idinudulot sau..wehehehe...kesa sila isipin mo, isipin mo na lang ung mga bagay at TAONG 220 at tlg nandyan para sau...
friend : drama ko na ba???
friend : hehehecaeyo : awww.....
caeyo : grabe, mahal na mahal na kita..
caeyo : hahahah!
caeyo : d seriously, sobrang salamat tlga...
caeyo : u and the block.. sobrang blessing for me.
caeyo : you guys... MAKE ME HAPPY...
caeyo : sobrang pillar of hope...
caeyo : thank u tlga..
caeyo : -hugz-
caeyo : i jst didn't know na ang obvious ng situation ko sa inyo..
caeyo : wenk!
friend : hehehehe....natatawa n tuloi ako sau...para kc naiimagine ko na yang mga galaw-galaw mo dian at ung "HANEP" mong tawa!!!!wahahaha.....kaw talaga......basta mag-back 2normal kana huh?!!!hehehe....naku...mahal na mahal na rin kita!!!hihihihi.......
caeyo: hahaha! HANEP? bat naman naging hanep? ahhahah!
caeyo : mwaaaah!
friend : ...............at, salamat sa sobrang very responsible blockrep....grabe ka tlg...always updated kami..salamat huh?!!!
caeyo : ano buzz... nahihiya tuloy ako.. hihi...
caeyo : ay grabe, nga pala..
friend: hanep..!!!wala lng...para kaseng nakakabuhay ung tawa mo....tapos nakakatawa pa...hehehe
caeyo : sobrang thank you sa pag cooperate and pagsupport nyo sakin.. pati nun Thursday.. un elections..
caeyo : hahahah!
caeyo : iha mia, nag breakfast ka naba?
friend: heheheeh....c ate cleo ooohhh.......nagdadrama!!hehehe..aus lng un...isadsad mo na hanggang 4th year huh..o kaya, humabol ka ulit sa council....kaya mo un...
friend: kumain nako..........
friend : oh xa nga pala ate cleo....hanggang 10 lng ako d2...salamat huh...c u l8r.....
friend: enjoy....mwaaaah
friend : ingat
friend: smile
caeyo : haha! ate cleo ka jan! hahahhah!

*Anyway, got to get going! Hope to see Ms. A today! Psychotherapy ba itO!? HA! ... told yah, this'll be a perfect day. -wink-


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