Reality Check!


Monday, June 13, 2005

1st real blog here

It’s a Monday morning! Tomorrow’s the first day of class! I can’t wait to go to school… study… learn new things and hang out with my friends. I missed school. I hope I won’t screw up this year! Ha!

I was surprised because my x texted me (yes, the latest…). I still miss her. We updated each other about our lives. It kind of made me sad that things didn’t work out between us but I am certain that I’m already moving on and so is she. We’ve shared a lot of memories – good and bad. I still hope that fate will lead us back together in the future. She was everything to me and I love loving her. She’ll never be a part of my history because she’ll continue to live in my heart (even as a friend).

Lately, I have been hanging out with this person. She’s really nice except that I’m kind of uncertain with what she feels about me. She’s so hard to read. Btw, her x is getting on my nerves! Haha! She has been prying on my blog (the other one…the one I’m gonna delete). At first, it was ok. I made an online blog so people will know where I’m coming from and also because I want to get other people’s opinion about ME… my views… my life. She’s just starting to irritate me so I decided to move my blog here instead of telling her to FUCK OFF. Ha! I don’t want to happen.
I am now steady, more in control with my feelings. I don’t want my emotions to take over me again.

You know, I feel like… this is a NEW BEGINNING. Everything’s still a mess but I don’t why but I somehow feel relieved.

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