Saturday, June 18, 2005 How do I deal? I'm quite not in the mood to type or whatever but I got lotsa emotions exploding inside me... I just found a song that clearly describe what I feel... (yeah... right now...ok, most of the time! -grinz-)...I just placed some comments beside the lines... (sucha lazy ass!)... so not in the mood. "How Do I Deal" Every day I wake up to another day gone by Nothing but the open road and the never-ending why <-SIGH-> Anything can happen, yeah, but nothin ever does I try to change, it's kinda strange, the same as it ever was, but look at us How do I deal with you How do I deal with me When I don't even know myself Or what it is you want from me How do I deal with us How do I know what's real <...WILL SOMEBODY TELL ME WHERE I STAND?> When I don't even trust myself Or what it is I feel And how do I deal Every night, in the dark, I lie awake in bed <-SIGH-> How am I supposed to dream, with all the static in my head I turn in all directions and I pray for some relief What can I do but feel the weight I'm underneath And grit my teeth How do I deal with you How do I deal with me When I don't even know myself Or what it is you want from me How do I deal with love (Why do I) Why do I have to choose And everybody's tellin me What the hell I have to do And how do I deal with us How do I know what's real (Real) When I don't even trust myself Or what it is I feel Now how do I deal How do I deal with you (How do I deal with you) How do I deal with me When I don't even know myself Or what it is you want from me How do I deal with love (How do I deal) Why do I have to choose When everybody's tellin me What the hell I have to do How do I deal with you (How do I deal with you) How do I deal with me (How do I deal with me) When I don't even know myself Or what it is you want from me How do I deal with us (How do I know what's real) How do I know what's real When I don't even trust myself Or what it is I feel How do I deal (How do I deal, yeah) How do I deal How do I How do I How do I deal How do I How do I How do I deal with you (How do I deal) *Golly banana! How do I deaL with my life? I'm soooo disorganized! geeze.
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