Reality Check!
Friday, April 28, 2006 Testimonial I checked Kuting's page at friendster. She's got more friends now. I am missing her again. After 10 months, I still love her. What I feel did not change. I just learned to live without hearing her voice, her scoldings, our meals together, her hand even her gaze. Yun lang naman. Time did not really change the intensity of my love for her. Yes, I still want her to be mine but I don't think she will ever be happy with me. I am good... I am extraordinary... but not too extraordinary for her. Caeyo 05/19/2004 hellO! kuting, love you po. khetmagiging busy na tyo lage, gs2 ko lagimo alala na andito lang ako. iwan kolahat ng gngwa ko.. basta ikaw. ha?thank u dn kc super big yn change nankta ko sayo. i can see the efforts..chaka un love. ...lam mo ba, mas lovekita ngayon. =) love you po! -I hope to find someone who is really fit for me and I hope that when I finally found her, I'm already rehabilitated from my sick past. 
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006 Message: 1.fave street food?- kwe2 2.fave pasta?- honeypie's pasta 3.fave food pag summer? - ice cream! 4.fave food pag umuulan?- campbell's mushroom soup 5.fave food pag nanonood ng sine?- none... 6.fave shake?- mango shake 7.fave night-out drink?- vodka 8.favorite softdrinks?- none... 9.fave food pag nasa beach?- err.... 10.fave food pag galit?- ANY! hahaha! 11.fave cuisine?- korean, mexican and filipino (but of course) 12.fave dessert?- black and white cake 13.fave breakfast?- tuna with potatoes! 14.fave kind of chocolate?- any with nuts and almonds 15.fave food na iniihaw?- isaw? hahaha! 16.fave food na may sabaw?- nilagang baka... yum!! 17.gusto mong handa sa birthday mo?- hp's cake! harhar! 18.best place to have coffee?- mmm... macky's place. hahaha! 19.saan sulit kumain pag gutom?- sa bahay namin! :D 20.best palaman sa tinapay?- cheezewhiz... 21.favorite ice cream flavor?- double dutch! 22.milo or ovaltine?-neither 23.pagkain na hindi mo kakainin?- monkeys and diningding 24.lagi ka bang gutom?- not really.. 25.san ka willing mag spend para samasarap na pagkain?- anywhere 26.anong pagkain ang gusto mo iuwifrom lamay pero hindi pwede?- candy 27.anong gusto mong pagkain sa lamaymo?- black and white cake and honeypie's pasta 28.anong food ang ipagdadamot mo?- silvanas hahaha! 29.sinong kilala mong kain ng kain perohindi tumataba?- ako? 30.eh diet ng diet pero hindi pumapayat?- mmm... 31.Anong sikat na pagkain sa lugar nyo?- halo-halo 32. Anong pagkain lagi mong pinupuslit?- piknik 33. Lagi mong hinihingi sa kaklase mo?- wala naman.. except for honeypie's cake.. ahaha! 34. Gusto mong kainin ngayon na?-honeypie's pasta 35. Kung isa na lang kakainin mo sabuong buhay ano to?- plain rice
Sunday, April 02, 2006 I told her to buzz off and I don't know why now.. I suddenly feel empty. Maybe I have loved her even a teeny bit. Maybe I know that she really loves me and I just refused to believe it. Maybe I am just scared that is why I am being avoidant. Maybe I will regret this forever.
Homeostasis
Saturday, April 01, 2006 It played repeatedly… The echo of heartaches passed through my ears… Was I ever over with broken hearts… Flood of tears… Rush of pain… That had seeped through my veins and covered my heart? It’s love this time around… And around… And around… And the cycle never ends… Of wrecked egos… Distorted functioning… …Of my mind while losing my soul… to another… and… milling my life into grain like sands. This enigma I longed to forget, Is this really a way of life? My love to be renewed… …and my love to be slain? I fear… Breathing…. For my heart may meet the ardor… …that it never experienced… I fear... Seeing… For my eyes may perceive a different light... … a glaring one that has the dominance to make me stumble… I fear… Feeling… For I fear the desire of devotion… … that may betray me in the end. I fear… You… That I may reach heaven… That I may believe in forever… That I may submit myself… Until all my heartaches end.
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