Reality Check!


Sunday, July 06, 2008

Of contemplations and nothings




1. Cham and I were watching this korean movie and we suddenly realized that the lead actor looks a lot like my ex. great!! hehe.. Coincidentally, my ex's friend sent a text message (which was weird).


2. 5 months to go and a new year will come. I haven't really done the things that I have always wanted to do. Here are some of it:


  • take Mandarin classes

  • attend an Assertiveness Training Seminar

  • Travel with Kureekoo and Abitoots

  • Open 2 new bank accounts

  • voice lessons/dance lessons

  • start my business


3. I've gotten really close with Kuree and Abitoots. We don't really consider each other as best of friends but it feels good to know that we consider our ties are REAL ones. We weren't this close when we were in college. There's probably a reason as to why we were able to establish such closeness.

4. Do you know what it's like to be really really really happy? I have been undergoing this 10 day program so to know what makes me happy. Weird e? Well, when you work 12-14 hours a day -- 5 days a week (you can make it 6 if you count the time I work at home), you'll tend to forget about yourself. Tend to forget what makes you happy, what you've always wanted to do, what your purpose is. Sometimes I feel like I'm being hard on myself. I feel like I'm giving too much and yet others see me as a selfish person. Hard. Should I keep on doing things so to make the important people in my life happy? Or should I listen to my heart and do the things that would make me happy?

5. Zero lovelife for me. No exs. No beautiful stranger. No cow. No harky. Just K1. Don't ask me who K1 is. You'll laugh your ass off. :P


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