Reality Check!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 It does not take a lot to piss me off. My friends may not be the prettiest people alive... ...but they have the most appealing hearts to ever beat. 
Monday, September 25, 2006 If you're not afraid Of what love brings Then endings are beginnings Of beautiful things Its a chance you'll take It's a chance you'll win If someone's gonna find you First you gotta let them in Coz love begins with one hello The hardest part is over Now its easy letting go One hello is how it starts You might win it all or lose your heart If you're not afraid Of what you feel Then try and keep it simple Or try and keep it real And if being real means Means you'll some day will say goodbye Remember my friend Goodbyes not the end Its a circle you know And it starts with one hello Love begins with one hello The hardest part is over Now it's easy letting go One hello is how it starts Remember my friend Goodbyes not the end Its a circle you know And it starts with one hello It starts with one hello.
Friday, September 22, 2006 Yellow: i will do my best to be there in your final thesis defense... will back you up girl dont worry caeyo: thank you.. it'll really mean a lot..caeyo: im not much of a "warrior". Yellow: you are not simply using your internal resources as a warrior... but i know you can do it.
Thursday, September 21, 2006 Kuting, I don't know why ... the thought of you can still make me cry. You see, I have to move on. I feel like I can't look back kse if I'll look back I know that I won't see you there. You're just not there anymore. You are now breathing a new life - a life without me - the life I was't able to give you. I'm really sorry. I don't know why I feel so guilty that I can't seem to make myself love another person. Maybe it really was my fault. Maybe we should've talked about it instead of me escaping from your rage. I wanted to tell you a lot of things but I know that you're too hurt to even listen. I was hurting too, you know. It hurts until now. Everything about us was left unresolved. I didn't get my closure. Kuting, I don't want to live my whole life like this. I've been trying to help myself recover. I Swear to God. ...I found everyone in YOU and when I lost you parang everyone died and I was left alone. Your imperfections made me want to love you more and I'd rather put up with it than be with someone who can give me the time of my life. ...shit. I'm being pathetic. She won't be able to read this anyway. Holy Guacamole.
Monday, September 18, 2006 Been thinking about giving up my smart number since I feel like it doesn't serve its "purpose" and my sister needs her phone so I have to give back the unit I use for my smart number. But my mom coincidentally found another phone. Is this a sign that I should I should keep my smart number til it serves its "purpose"? *Although I got upset last night because of something. I'm still glad I met these 2 friends. They've got ears to listen and a smart brain to keep me sane.
Sunday, September 17, 2006 …Now I’m back in the Philippines – my sober state of mind – my spineless thinking which usually pushes me to wait for things to happen – wait for someone that might just not come. “Think about a woman. Doesn't know you're thinking about her. Doesn't care you're thinking about her. Makes you think about her even more.” - Martin Sage and Sybil Adelman,
Friday, September 15, 2006 "Im just tired of making paramdam and making pakiramdam about our "state". We're still in this neutral state. I can't quite read her style. We're simply giving each other mixed signals. How adventurous (sarcasm)."
Thursday, September 14, 2006 SOMEONE TO WATCH OVER ME Theres a saying old says that love is blind Still were often told, seek and ye shall find So Im going to seek a certain lad Ive had in mind Looking everywhere, havent found him yet Hes the big affair I cannot forget Only man I ever think of with regret Id like to add his initial to my monogram Tell me, where is the shepherd for this lost lamb? Theres a somebody Im longing to see I hope that he turns out to be Someone wholl watch over me Im a little lamb whos lost in the wood I know I could always be good Someone wholl watch over me Although he may not be the man some Girls think of as handsome To my heart he carries the key Wont you tell him please to put on some speed Follow my lead, oh, how I need Someone to watch over me
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 ...Now, I'm doing the 2nd part of my thesis and I'm close to being insane. I wonder if I'll still be comforted by the same pretty face...
Monday, September 11, 2006
Sunday, September 10, 2006 Few days ago, I was able to make an ordinary day turn into an exciting one. And now I'm drowning with too much action. Thesis is making me sick - literally. GOD, I want to graduate on time. =,(
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Monday, September 04, 2006 I emailed my uncle in NJ and shared a portion of my life. As of now, there's still no reply. He's probably studying things. I don't know if you know this... but last year... just as I got home from the hospital, I got a letter from New York University. It may sound impressive and exciting but as of now, the chances of studying in that school is err... blurry. BTW, BEING SELFISH IS NOT SO BAD. Everyone's selfish anyway. Siguro nga sari-sariling diskarte lang daw yun. Good Luck to me then.
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