Sunday, June 19, 2005 How do I deal? I'm quite not in the mood to type or whatever but I got lotsa emotions exploding inside me... I just found a song that clearly describe what I feel... (yeah... right now...ok, most of the time! -grinz-)...I just placed some comments beside the lines... (sucha lazy ass!)... so not in the mood. "How Do I Deal" Every day I wake up to another day gone by Nothing but the open road and the never-ending why *-SIGH- SO TRUE Anything can happen, yeah, but nothin ever does I try to change, it's kinda strange, the same as it ever was, but look at us *TELL ME, WHAT DO U SEE? How do I deal with you How do I deal with me When I don't even know myself *QUITE Or what it is you want from me *-NODZ- How do I deal with us How do I know what's real *...WILL SOMEBODY TELL ME WHERE I STAND? When I don't even trust myself Or what it is I feel And how do I deal Every night, in the dark, I lie awake in bed *-SIGH- How am I supposed to dream, with all the static in my head I turn in all directions and I pray for some relief What can I do but feel the weight *BECAUSE I DUNNO WHERE I STAND I'm underneath And grit my teeth How do I deal with you *I DON'T QUITE GET IT... JUST MAKE ME UNDERSTAND How do I deal with me *HELL YEAH... When I don't even know myself *MY DEFENSES ARE DOWN... WELL, ALMOST Or what it is you want from me *WHAT IS IT? How do I deal with love (Why do I) *IS IT LOVE? OR IS JUST ... WHATEVER THEY CALL IT? Why do I have to choose And everybody's tellin me What the hell I have to do And how do I deal with us *PLEASE TELL ME... How do I know what's real (Real) When I don't even trust myself Or what it is I feel Now how do I deal How do I deal with you (How do I deal with you) How do I deal with me When I don't even know myself Or what it is you want from me How do I deal with love (How do I deal) Why do I have to choose When everybody's tellin me What the hell I have to do How do I deal with you (How do I deal with you) How do I deal with me (How do I deal with me) When I don't%
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