Sunday, August 01, 2010

UNSister commented

Cham: Ate, may problema ka ba? Seryoso tong tanong na to ha. Para kasing may inner struggle ka.
Me: Bakit?
Cham: Kasi sunod sunod ang pag gastos mo. Every night may binibili ka.

Lech! :D


Yes, well. I have my issues-- endless issues. It's already piling up but I choose to keep it to myself unlike before when I'd share stuff to my trusted loved ones. Maybe it's because I know that it will all pass. I know after 6 months, it'll be all over.


Like before, I'm still striving to strike a balance. I'm already enrolled in my Bellydance class and this is already my 2nd month in the class. It's a good way to start the week. I was never a dancer and I look hella funny when I do the moves. Thankfully, my teacher (who happens to be my bestfriend) is really patient and specific when teaching the moves. My classmates are also very nice.



It's August. My target is by September I should be enrolled in a short course in Fashion Styling. By hook or by crook.. I have to be enrolled. I already spoke to my boss regarding the classes (Mondays) and she's very supportive about it.




Work is still work and it gets busier and busier each time. At most times, I feel alone at work. A one man team. I have the Training Manager with me but of course she's already a manager and I can't ask her to do stuff for me. Both of us handle different things. After finishing my short course in Fashion Styling, I'm hoping to resign and transfer to another company. BUT I'll try to get a promotion first and a raise in my salary. If they can't give me what I want, I'll definitely leave. I'm already getting sick because of the environment and too much work load.



I don't exactly know what will happen in the next days. Time is flying so fast. Things are changing fast. Somethings started-- like my fashion blog. Somethings ended -- like my longing to be taken cared of by someone.


Yes, I am still sad. I guess this is already a part of me. A natural part of me that is. What's crazy is I'm still hopeful that I'll be ok and things would turn out fine.





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