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Monday, June 29, 2009

Optimism

I'd like to think that there's still hope..
.. that hardwork pays off..
..and a clear conscience will get you to your destination.

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Thursday, June 25, 2009

i'm NOT so ANGELIC afterall

Spent several hours netsurfing until I came upon my old highschool friend's page. The old bitter feeling that I had years ago came back to me. It was as if all mean things that she did to me when we were younger happened just yesterday. I wonder why she's the only person that I can't seem to forgive.

Mmm... it's probably because I learned the real definition of friendship when she casted me out. I had to leave my bold set of friends because they were bullying her. I made her my best friend instead. After a few months, we formed our own group and they left me out. Worse,they bullied me. That's when my Loser state in highschool started.

Bitter me.


It's a part of the past,I know. BUT then.. I'm not so angelic afterall.

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Hope

A comic way of portraying hope..

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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Forgotten


It's still weird how I have forgotten all that I have loved in past. I was so caught up in this fast paced work-world that I became deaf to what my soul was telling me. It felt like I was stuck in "Equilibrium" (yes, the movie) that hearing simple cluster of pitches from the piano can make my heart move and my tears fall. How can I be so melancholic?


I miss making music: singing, playing the piano, playing the guitar (though it sort of doesn't sound nice), play the flute (yes, i used to but now my feisty but lovable dog has played with it). I miss all these forgotten stuff. It's hard to bring them back and put them all together. All the while I thought I could bury it with my youth. But ... it was just a part of me. Once a musician - always a musician.



Gosh, I'm Emo-Boho.


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