Thursday, July 27, 2006
Antenna Fever
How do I say this? ... Hey, you're really getting into my nerves lately and I've been trying so hard to be rational about it. I think you are really in denial. You're like Mrs. Clean (the wife of Mr. Clean! wtf! hehe...). Why can't you just try to touch your velvety feet on the soil and be human? I'm getting tired of your impeccable tales. Just stop the Antenna Fever ok? You can be such a FEELER and you have been like that for a month already. I'm hating it. You make it look like everything's immaculate but I see through you. The funny thing is... they don't have any idea about it. For once, just get out of your rosy little world. This is insane. Just forget it. THIS DO SHALL PASS.
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Friday, July 14, 2006
Raining in my heart
the wind of today passes me by...
slowly blowing off the hope that has long been hanging...
pretty faces clouded my eyes...
as I walk alone in a path of demise.
every heart has been tied...
closing up a desire of reaching out...
and being one with me...
unless they play fire with fire.
clouds submit to the sky
...as another sun rises...
revealing another character...another being...
that brings my frame of mind to a despair.
I close my eyes...blocking out all that I see.
but when I glanced inside...I saw an empty me.
No tears emerged...
No blurry sight...
No sobbing was heard...
There was no cry...
Little did they know...
that it has long been pouring...raining...
it's just inside...
just inside my heart.
oo na, sobrang to na un isa sa mga baduy na tulang ginawa ko... hay buhay na makulay... na actually, black and white lang... -labo mode-
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11:25 PM ::
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
(P.S.)
Why do ugly girls snag the goodlooking/nice guys? hahaahahahahahaha! shit. This is insane.
mmm... LAW OF EQUILIBRIUM! EUREKA!
Can't believe I'm thinking this way. Please excuse my being morally offensive tonight. This only happens once every quarter.
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7:42 PM ::
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-PATCHE PATCHE PATCHE PATCHE MODE-
Aaliyah can read my mind! hahaha! ...oh gawd, this is one asteeg song... LIKE ME!? hahaha! Holy Guacamole. Nah, I'm just fucking sick that's why I'm feeling "patche" as of this mo'.
"I Can Be"
Aaliyah
Maybe I'm just wrong for feelin the way I do
Thoughts indecent, want to put those down to you
I know you have a girl, I don't want to tie
When you're free one night just make those hours mine
I can be another woman in your life
I can be the other reason you're out at night
I can be all the things you thought she might
I can be on the side
That would be alright, alright, alright
Love just ain't my thang, but half of you might be
Enough for two or more, no her to me and me
Fine like expensive wine, drunk off one glass of you
I think that might be too much, so weekends for me are cool
I can be another woman in your life
I can be the other reason you're out at night
I can be all the things you thought she might
I can be on the side
That would be alright, alright, alright
I can be another woman in your life
I can be the other reason you're out at night
I can be all the things you thought she might
I can be on the side
That would alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright....
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7:32 PM ::
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Dialogue
What's up Cleo? - Nothing much. - Well, what have you been doing lately? - Been reflecting. - Reflecting again? For the nth time?! Why what's wrong? - Nothing. - Oh really now? NOTHING? - Yes. ok well maybe I'm starting to envy those who are happy with their love life. - Uhu... and why is that? - I don't know. They seem so happy. - Well you know that not all of them are REALLY happy. - Yes. I just miss taking care of someone. I miss the feeling of being taken cared of. - I thought your mom's taking good care of you lately? - Yes. But you know it's still different. - I understand. So, any prospects? - Oh. Well, yes. I got lots of prospects but all of them are so hopeless. - O c'mon! Think Positive. - Well, it's either they're freaking taken or it's just too impossible. - What's so impossible about them? - No common friend I guess. They don't know me or anything. uhm... I just feel like I'm aiming for something high. - Well, what about those who are taken? I mean... HELLO! I know you can get them if you want to. - Err... I don't know. And I have no plans of doing that. - Well you know, everyone's taken and what if you have no choice but to make a move and do something? - Oh no. I can't do that. - But why? So you're telling me that you've changed? - Yes. Maybe. ...Struggling to change. - Ok. Ok. Then face the consequence of being alone... or being used by people to fill in their emptiness. - Ugh. Can't believe you told me that. - Well, ain't that the truth? - Yes, quite true. I know some people who are floating around me because they're empty and are in denial. - Well deary... that's life. I'm sorry I had to remind you about that. - Nah, it's ok. I just realized that I don't want any relationship anyway. I don't want it right now and I don't think I'm going to want it soon. - Look who's bitter!! haha!- Yes, I'm bitter. Been bitter since a few days ago. - Oh I know why. - Yes... you shut up. I don't want to be reminded of it. I'm such a baby right?! - Ok... ok... just relax. - I am relaxed. I guess I just want to forget some stuff... It's not about my x. It's just the whole concept of love and relationships and how people can easily hurt one another and... all that bull. - mm........ - I just don't want to believe in right now. It's going to take one great person to make commit myself to her/him. I don't know. This is so insane. - Yes Cleo... this is getting crazy. You better rest. - Yes... ok. Right now... it's just me... and you... and Pettie? hehe...- Sounds ok to me. - Great. now I'm back my steady mode.
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