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Monday, May 29, 2006

The Truth is...

I love my mom but she's making me hate her. She hurts my dog. She nags all the time. She calls me names. She hates me because I'm gay. She makes me feel like I am really insane. She made me hate me because I am ME.

I envy my friends because their mom loves them for who they are.

Their mom was with them every step of the way.

I was alone when bitches bully me in high school.

I was alone whenever I join a competition.

I was alone for every heartache that I had.

It was not until I attempted to commit suicide that my mom realized that she left me all alone.
I see her everyday. I eat with her. I hear her voice. She is all over the house but she failed to enter my heart.

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Monday, May 01, 2006

When will it be me?

I see the couple are walkin` by
Feel like I
Don`t wanna be alone today
So glad no one can see what I hide
Deep insideHow it feels to be
The girl who never gets the right guy
Tell me why
When there`s so much
I`ve got to give
I wake up reaching out in the night
Ready to hold him tight
`Til I realizeThat nobody is there

(CHORUS.)When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
When`s it gonna be?
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms
That never let me go?
I`d really like to know
When will it be me?

(VERSE2.)
My friends seem to have all the love
(Feels like love.)
Knocks on their door and walks right in
I know that I am worthy of what
I`ve been wishing forI
can`t wait no more
Love`s nowhere to be found

(CHORUS.)
(HOOK.)
Feeling his tender touch(Lying in his arms.)
Talkin` bout forever together
Givin` him all of my love
That`s been trying to break free
Don`t wanna be alone
No moreI`m telling you what I need
I want someone who loves me for me
And when will it be?
Wonder when will it be?

(CHORUS.)
I ask myselfWhen will it be me?

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