I just got home from the dressmaker! I asked her to make a gown for me. I gave her my design and all that. I was sooooooo excited! GAWD! She wasn't able to follow my design. The skirt looked like a curtain! Even if I don't want her to make the skirt all over again... I just had to! It was sooooooo UGLY. I SWEAR! Anyone wouldn't want to be caught dead in that skirt! Anyway back to my story... and so I was there... trying to be nice... trying to control my temper. I was really annoyed... actually, I am still annoyed.

I've been so excited with that gown because I designed it. I have been expecting that it'll turn out great. It's sort of an accomplishment for me if I'll be able to wear my design. It's just frustrating especially since my passion really evolves in designing and styling. :(

Good luck to me tomorrow!

... after the party, I'll be heading straight at the leadership training. So I guess that'll be around 1 am? I dunno. I have lotsa stuff to bring tomorrow, plus I have to be at the mall in the morning so I can find some cheap stuff that'll make the gown look fine.

Wish I took fashion designing instead of my course right now but oh well... got a year and a few months to go before I'll graduate so I have to stick with it.