Saturday, October 09, 2010 Everything God, will it be crazy if I tell you that I'm scared? Scared of tomorrow. Scared of what might happen next. Maybe I lack faith. Maybe I'm naturally pessimistic. Maybe I worry too much. Maybe I'm sick in the head or maybe it really is just plain scary. I lost my safest place years ago. It felt like I lost everything. I've tried to find that safe place over and over only to discover that the way I perceive it .. it's plain distorted already. At times I don't know what to believe in. God...if that safest place still does exist, lead me towards it because I don't want to feel scared anymore.
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