Tuesday, September 28, 2010

3hoursmile

Tonight I realized that I can fake a smile for almost 3 hours. It's a record-breaking-fake-smiling night. It was a triumphant night. I was able to pass on my smile to someone who needed to receive one. I stepped into my cab and as the door closed, I gave a sigh. I can finally frown and contemplate on what I feel inside.

I love myself and I treasure every bit of me but sometimes I wish I can be someone else. Maybe I can make someone happier if I am someone else.

But I can only be... this much.

I am reality. She is the past. The past weighs more than the reality. I should know. I studied psychology.

Stupid girl. Wake up.




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