Cleo,
You owe yourself a lot of things tonight. You lost something that is really important to you. Why? You didn’t stand up for it. You’re a coward. You use your heart too much and yes, that’s a quality that most people simply don’t have. But think. Right now, your heart’s not only hurting but also your brain. You know what you’ve always wanted. Why ignore it? Why think of other people? At the end of the day, when everyone’s concentrated with their lives… you are still left to carry that burden. Do what pleases you but make sure you can handle all the consequences that go with it.
After tonight, you’re going to look back and regret it. Regret, Cleo. REGRET – the word that you most dislike. You let someone down tonight (people even). You know it. You don’t have to care if the world will find a certain act ridiculous. That’s what you feel like doing. It’s not as if they’re going to die from it?! They won’t be with you every time you’re feeling lonesome or whatever. You got to make yourself happy. Make yourself happy, Cleo. And yes.. even if it means you have to be selfish at times. Bakit? Sila ba hindi ba sila selfish? E ubod nga silang lahat ng selfish e kaya sila happy. Lahat naman may tendency to become selfish so why act like a saint palage?! Don’t care if a situation or whatever (or whoever) is not worth your tears. These tears make you a lot better than all of them. They can’t do what you’re doing because they’re focused on what will make them happy. They can defend yun sarili nila. Obvious ba?! It’s time to defend yourself too. Defend. Three words Cleo, Fuck - them - all.

Cleo-under the influence of alcohol