Anonymous said...
know what?! love someone that u dont have 2b fancy or talk in a special way.. or u have 2mind ur manners or wear ur best clothes 2pretend u're happy when u're feeling sad. just love someone u can cry with, u can laugh out loud with..where u can can speak ur mind or say nothing at all.. actually u don't have 2 try hard just 2impress him/her with everything.. just go with someone that u can just be YOU.. and appreciate u for that..^bLuR^

-to Blur: You're right. However, I am not trying to impress anyone. I tend to be a little conscious but I have always been true to the people around me and most especially to myself. I can't choose who I have to love. If I do that, I'll be fooling my heart. I reflect how I feel. I rationalize and make excuses. I try to avoid the feeling but if that feeling simply sits there, then I embrace it. I then decide on loving the person. THAT'S THE TIME WHEN LOVE BECOMES A DECISION. Also, I know a lot of people who can make me laugh, who can cry with me, who can be good conversationalists, but their wits failed to change my view on Commitment. This person - the one that I'm talking about - is a plain jane who gradually changed my outlooks without her knowing it. That's what made her stand out. That's what made her visible. It's too bad that things didn't work out the way everyone expected it to happen but I'm glad to know that someone like her can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.