This is the first time that I’ve really put my devotion on something that does not have any system of reasoning. I think this is what they call GREAT Faith. Maybe this goes beyond logic. It’s just a strong feeling – an intense one.
This is new to me – putting my faith in fate. And now I feel so helpless. I am not the type who’ll live and wait around while hoping that fate would make my prayers tangible. I know I have to be in control but this time, I choose to give in and believe that one IMPORTANT part of my life will be relied on fate.

As I’ve always said, Love is not just mere feeling but is also a decision. Love is putting your faith on someone while facing the fear that she might not come back and return that faith to you.

It feels like I’m slowly withering away…