Monday, October 24, 2005 DISAPPOINTMENT - delayed effects of J&B with coke and a glass of BJ My world’s swirling. It’s probably the drinks. As I put myself to slumber… I thought... this life is a very long journey. … Scenes are flashing. A walk towards the gate. A walk towards a goal – my goal. To get out And be free. I’ve journeyed with a lot of people. Some I’ve met along the way. Some wanted to catch Up with me. Some ended their journey early. Others suddenly trip on their way. I help them get up. Then they left… with no nothing. At times I trip… Amazed, I wasn’t alone. Few people I know were behind me… …ready to catch me when I stumbled. Some I’ve met along the way, Walked with me… They got bored… and left. Some are nice… Walked with me… Only to find out that we’re heading …on different streets. Most of the time I walk alone. Spotted a company… Only to find out he was not traveling alone. Along the way, it rained. Hard. A car pulled up. I went in and saw the driver… It was GOD. Although the journey is tiring… And I am moving alone… I have to keep the faith… And let go of the pain. At times I want to stop dreaming… Of having someone to travel with… but maybe he is still out there… maybe still losing his way… …til we meet at the intersections… …then maybe he might want to stay. *I don't want to be alone... but no one can seem to qualify as a perfect partner! Goshness! All the great people are taken... except me (and some of my friends)! HA!
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