"... I guess acceptance is the key. you gotta embrace the fact that you're feeling that way. I honestly think that it's a gift. tis hard to love someone when that someone doesn't even have the slightest idea of how you feel.let's face it, not everyone can handle that kind of scenario...not even me. like what ****** said, savor each "loving" and "kilig" moment. soon I know all will be fine. things change... and so do our emotions. seize the day. you've got so much going on for you... you're one smart gal with a big heart, use it..."...why is it so easy to give heart mending advices and so hard to apply it in your own life? is acceptance a sign of life or a step over the edge of death? life is a journey... full of surprises, happiness and even DISAPPOINTMENTS. ...just when she thought she's mending, another heart wrecking reality has to come. worse, it was once a fantasy that helped heal her scarred heart. She had given up once. til now, the whole world's waiting for her to stumble again. though reality still cuts, her journey must go on... and it's because of you. you've given her the reason to move on. you endlessly enlightened her dark and crowded mind. your indomitable spirit influenced her in every way you can imagine. your smile lifted her up.this is long and cheezy... but all she wants to say is... thank you. i love you peep!