Reality Check!

Sunday, April 04, 2010

First Step

The first step to Sanity is always the hardest. The 4 days vacation is almost over. Tomorrow's another chance to deal with reality. I finally had the courage to tell my bestfriend about my situation. It took me days before I finally decided to open up and seek for help. Yes, it seems weird but I tend to veer away from people when I'm messed up. But then I'm glad that I sought help.

One of the most helpful messages that my sis sent me..

Hi Sis!

I would love to dance with you. :) I am opening a class in June and venue na lang ang hinahanap ko. I'll let you know once its open. :)

Hehe, alam mo college palang tayo, you were already too hard on yourself. Ako nga, naniniwala ako sa kakayahan mo eh. Lalo na yung pag dedesign mo. Nakikita na nga ang talent mo with the way you dress eh. Kaya pinagdarasal ko palagi na ituloy mo din yun. Nag enroll ka na ba for courses dun?

Naku, totoo yang sinabi mo. You are someone who is really fond of reflecting. I think naman na its a healthy exercise, as long as wag kang padadala sa malulungkot na thoughts pag yun na ang naiisip mo. Basta sis, wag ka mag doubt sa kaya mong gawin at sa gusto mong gawin. You are destined to succeed. :) Andito lang kami lagi to support you. :)

In my experience, belly dancing helped me to feel free and in control of myself. Chaka it is really such a stress reliever for me. Thats why I have grown to be passionate about this.

I honestly believe that this could help you also with your stress or whatever things you are thinking of right now. :)

Excited na ko dance with you. :)

The following months will be full of activities (hopefully). I'm aiming for activities that will help me free myself from everyone's expectations. No.. It doesn't involve drinking and partying. It's more of challenging myself - do things that I have always wanted to do when I was younger. I just need to explore another side of me.

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