Dear Santa Claus,

It might already be too late as Christmas day is already gone but I want to write this short message. First of, I'm so blessed to be surrounded by a few good people. I may have been disappointed because of particular ol' friends but because of such experience, I was able to discover the other set of good friends that I have always had. They might also disappoint me in the future but I'm glad that I am able to know their good side. Second, you know that I have failed in attaining my objectives for this year but I want you to know that I'm very blessed to be able to work with patient and gentle directors right now. I know I am part of a top organization but hopefully after a year or two, I'll be managing one. Third, many thanks for letting me be a part of a very lenient family who in their own ways tried to comfort me in my periods of anxiety and silence.

I just want to thank you right now. I'm trying not to ask for anything. You must be tired of trying to grant everyone's Christmas wishes. Even the jolliest person gets tired too, right? Things are not ok for me right now and I'm guessing that you know why. But I will be fine. It will be fine. Soon but not now. Bleh.

Anyway dear Santa, I will have to stop this. Just like you, I also have tons of work to do. Need to work to keep me sane and sober. Need to extend my hours of work to keep me from thinking about certain matters until the wee hours of the morning. Stuff.

Til Christmas 2010,

Caeyo