Sunday, July 09, 2006

Dialogue

What's up Cleo? - Nothing much. - Well, what have you been doing lately? - Been reflecting. - Reflecting again? For the nth time?! Why what's wrong? - Nothing. - Oh really now? NOTHING? - Yes. ok well maybe I'm starting to envy those who are happy with their love life. - Uhu... and why is that? - I don't know. They seem so happy. - Well you know that not all of them are REALLY happy. - Yes. I just miss taking care of someone. I miss the feeling of being taken cared of. - I thought your mom's taking good care of you lately? - Yes. But you know it's still different. - I understand. So, any prospects? - Oh. Well, yes. I got lots of prospects but all of them are so hopeless. - O c'mon! Think Positive. - Well, it's either they're freaking taken or it's just too impossible. - What's so impossible about them? - No common friend I guess. They don't know me or anything. uhm... I just feel like I'm aiming for something high. - Well, what about those who are taken? I mean... HELLO! I know you can get them if you want to. - Err... I don't know. And I have no plans of doing that. - Well you know, everyone's taken and what if you have no choice but to make a move and do something? - Oh no. I can't do that. - But why? So you're telling me that you've changed? - Yes. Maybe. ...Struggling to change. - Ok. Ok. Then face the consequence of being alone... or being used by people to fill in their emptiness. - Ugh. Can't believe you told me that. - Well, ain't that the truth? - Yes, quite true. I know some people who are floating around me because they're empty and are in denial. - Well deary... that's life. I'm sorry I had to remind you about that. - Nah, it's ok. I just realized that I don't want any relationship anyway. I don't want it right now and I don't think I'm going to want it soon. - Look who's bitter!! haha!- Yes, I'm bitter. Been bitter since a few days ago. - Oh I know why. - Yes... you shut up. I don't want to be reminded of it. I'm such a baby right?! - Ok... ok... just relax. - I am relaxed. I guess I just want to forget some stuff... It's not about my x. It's just the whole concept of love and relationships and how people can easily hurt one another and... all that bull. - mm........ - I just don't want to believe in right now. It's going to take one great person to make commit myself to her/him. I don't know. This is so insane. - Yes Cleo... this is getting crazy. You better rest. - Yes... ok. Right now... it's just me... and you... and Pettie? hehe...- Sounds ok to me. - Great. now I'm back my steady mode.
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