Reality Check!

Monday, June 26, 2006

Trust Issues

I had my share of lies. I was able to hurt a lot of people by lying. I lied my way out of high school by forging excuse letters so I can go home earlier than the rest of my classmates . I lie to my friends whenever I want to excuse myself from any gatherings... and of course.. I lied to my parents because they're too narrow minded.

I just had to stop lying. I lost the one and only person who made me feel safe. Yes, I lied to her and the guilt has been with me eversince. I could have told her the truth. Be open.Communicate. Be real. But I chose not to. ... My life... my appetite for a relationship... my happiness... my future... became bland.

If only I can turn back the hands of time. If only... But hell... I can't.

And now I'm a witness to lies. The intention may be good but it's not an excuse to use insensitive means to attain an intention. If they want to get something... If they want to reach their goal, then there are a lot of ways to attain it other than lying.

Isn't it frustrating that my parents lie... my sister lies a lot... my x lied to me... some of my friends are bad liars... everyone's a liar... making it hard for me to trust. Lying destroys trust. If everyone will lie, then who am I going to trust? How am I suppose to know if a person is sincere of she's just making a damn fool out of me?

I don't make any fucking sense. Tell me, IS TELLING THE TRUTH REALLY SUCH A HARD THING TO DO?

Posted by Thinker :: 7:55 PM :: 0 Comments: