Saturday, April 01, 2006

Till my heartaches end (overdue poem)

Till my heart aches end.

It played repeatedly…
The echo of heartaches passed through my ears…
Was I ever over with broken hearts…
Flood of tears…
Rush of pain…
That had seeped through my veins and covered my heart?
It’s love this time around…
And around…
And around…
And the cycle never ends…
Of wrecked egos…
Distorted functioning…
…Of my mind
while losing my soul…
to another…
and…
milling my life into grain like sands.
This enigma I longed to forget,
Is this really a way of life?
My love to be renewed…
…and my love to be slain?
I fear…
Breathing….
For my heart may meet the ardor…
…that it never experienced…
I fear...
Seeing…
For my eyes may perceive a different light...
… a glaring one that has the dominance to make me stumble…
I fear…
Feeling…
For I fear the desire of devotion…
… that may betray me in the end.
I fear…
You…
That I may reach heaven…
That I may believe in forever…
That I may submit myself…
Until all my heartaches end.
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