Tuesday, March 21, 2006 There are a lot of things that I chose to hide from everyone. There are a lot of things that I want to tell you. Why? Because I thought that you will understand. But... I guess I don't know you anymore. And as much as I want to turn away from you... after nine whole months... I'm still here... Loving you in silence. Nobody told me that it would be this hard. It has been a mixture of laughter and tears. I have been asking myself why? Why should I go through this pain? Is losing you not painful enough? Nothing's left of me. And now, she is trying to get something from my nothingness. Can't you see that we treated you differently? Maybe all you can see is that she is way better than I am. Even if I'm going through all this, I have nothing against you... Just my love... my worn out love... my undying love that has been long due its death.
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